forever till forever meets no end

Friday, September 01, 2006 @10:55 AM

i know for one thing that i appreciate my parents alot alot loads and loads. but somehow i don't seem to communicate with them as well as i did before. with regards to the shen zhen trip. lao shi speaks about it as though she is so freaking sure all of us are comfirm going. well actually all of them comfirm are going. all except me. my parents say my chances of going are like 50 50 % if a teacher does not go. thats as good as zeron chances of going. then my mum tells me they want a teacher who is resposible to stay with us other then lao shi. wtf i am bloody pissed off. then we try to contact the teacher in-charge to see if she is going. and then her phone ring tone just refuces to cooperate. where is she when we need her? argh stupid my parents keepsaying they are worried about safety they keep talking about it as though they are so sure something is gonna happen ****. if the xiao des who are like p4 and p5 and even p2 can go why can't i go. of their parents going some more lah. asss. even gladys's mum said she can go straight away. i want to improve my gym even more why can't you just let me go? then they talk about wanting my gym to be better and when an oppotunity strikes they don't let me go. just like in p3 when lao shi asked me to go join combine schools and train under her. they also didn't let me go. thats why i'm still stuck as lousy as ever. this sucks.